beyondpanic's Diaryland Diary
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Day after Dark
If I actually totaled it up, I figure I cried for about 3 hours yesterday. It felt longer, but, I don�t think a person is capable of crying 24 hours in one day.
A part of my family is missing and I won�t feel �right� until we�ll all back together. It was bad yesterday until I finally realized that it wasn�t fair to my two children who are here and who always show me that they love me.
So, I got my act together, made a great dinner and enjoyed my family. My daughter�s boyfriend ate with us and he seemed to really enjoy the meal, so despite my early depression, the day went well.
My birthday is on Thursday � maybe he�ll call me then.
8:44 p.m. - April 09, 2007
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