beyondpanic's Diaryland Diary
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Another Panic Attack
So, this is what has been going on
another dog come and gone - I actually was able to spend about 1 hour with it before I went crazy. One hour with the dog cost me (A)$250.00, (B)two nights sleeping at my friends' homes - not including the 4 hours I slept behind Bennigans until the guy emptying the trash started really looking at my car(C)the rest of my crumbly stash of Xanax, and (D) the idea that I had actually conquered my dog panic attacks. One good thing is I lost 10 lbs with my terrified shitting and vomiting.
My attack was SO HORRIBLE that I actually considered driving myself to the local Psych Unit on the dog night
My Dad had another heart attack and is back in the hospital
My mother is driving me crazy as I drive her every single freakin' day of my life to every single freakin'place she has to get to
25 days no communication
10:16 p.m. - Tuesday, Mar. 18, 2008
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