beyondpanic's Diaryland Diary
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Magic Beans
So, you all know that I�m on the magic beans for my depression/ocd/anxiety/nuttiness.
�and some of you know that I must take Zyrtec every day because I am allergic to the magic beans�but I don�t want to try to take another magic bean because this kind of medication is a bitch to get used to.
My insurance has ceased paying for my Zyrtec, so I�ve been trying to see how long my body can go without them. I managed to go 3 days without itching and scratching. What I discovered from my little science experiment is that the Z is what has been making me feel so �drugged� ! On the days that I was not taking the Z, I went food shopping, cleaned up some medical bill crap, cleaned and cooked dinner and climbed Jack�s beanstalk. (heeheehee)
I took the Z last night and now all I want to do is nap
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I was blaming the beans for feeling blachhh and it was the damn Z. all of this time!!
I guess that I�m going to have to address this with the psychologist when I go back in a month � especially if I�m going to be on some kind of magic bean for the rest of my life.
10:13 p.m. - Thursday, Sept. 18, 2008
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